Now
I do not want you to be unaware, brethren, that I often planned to
come to you (but was hindered until now), that I might have some
fruit among you also, just as among the other Gentiles. I am a debtor
both to Greeks and to barbarians, both to wise and to unwise. So, as
much as is in me, I am ready to preach the gospel to you who are in
Rome also. (Romans 01:13-15, NKJV).
Having
memorized a good deal of the Apostle Paul's New Testament writings,
and being of the opinion that it is sometimes possible to see into
the core of a man by what and how he writes about his own
experiences, I suspect strongly that Paul was NOT impulsive.
He
planned stuff (here, the Book of Acts and elsewhere), thought things
through (the entire books of Romans, Ephesians and Philippians), and
made lists (Romans 1, 2, 3, 8, 12; 1 Corinthians 12, 13, 14;
Galatians 5, etc.). In many ways, he appears to be the quintessential
(the most perfect or typical example) planner.
Yet,
he freely admits when his plans fall through, and sees these failures
as coming from His Lord for a higher and more perfect purpose. He
lives in his heart this verse:
A man’s heart plans his way, But the LORD directs his steps. (Proverbs 16:9, NKJV).
A man’s heart plans his way, But the LORD directs his steps. (Proverbs 16:9, NKJV).
This
is a tremendous, practical, and pragmatic (sensible) model of
behavior for each one of us, and it is best lived out in two simple
steps. The first:
Be
anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication,
with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God; and the
peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your
hearts and minds through Christ Jesus. (Philippians 4:6, 7, NKJV).
And
the second:
Trust
in the LORD with all your heart, And lean not on your own
understanding; In all your ways acknowledge Him, And He shall direct
your paths. (Proverbs 3:5, 6, NKJV).
Imagine
a life lived in this way: decision points reached and managed with
the assurance that God will work all things together for good; trials
endured knowing each has its God-ordained purposes; losses accepted
because there is a rock-solid understanding and faith in God's
goodness and faithfulness.
This
is how Paul lived, and it is the example he provided for us in
Scripture.
Now
it is humanly impossible to do this unless you have immersed yourself
in who God is and what He is like as He has revealed in His word. For
if you rely on your own image of God, you will base your beliefs on
faulty information, and that is what much of the world does. They
admit to a belief in God, but it is a god of their own making, not
the God of the Bible.
People
often pick and choose what they think they want God to be like, but
if they thought it through, they would know that is the last thing
they want.
For
instance, if you want God to be like some kind of a wizard or
magician who grants all your wishes, and ensures that all your plans
are fulfilled, what you fail to take into account, is that your
wishes and plans are based on the flimsiest foundation – your own
thinking and knowledge.
Our
wants and desires are often at odds with what is best for us. In
fact, it is very likely that at one point or another in your life you
will want or desire something that, were you granted it, it would be
your destruction.
The
best plan and approach to life is to rely on the One who knows the
end from the beginning, Who knows the number of your days before
there was yet one, Who knit you together in your mother's womb, and
Who loves you with an everlasting love – the One Who spoke
existence itself into being.
Reliance
on anything or anyone else, makes no sense if you fully understand
Who God is, and what He wants for you.
Remember
what He says through Isaiah:
“For
My thoughts are not your thoughts, Nor are your ways My ways,” says
the LORD. “For as the heavens are higher than the earth, So are My
ways higher than your ways, And My thoughts than your thoughts.
(Isaiah 55:8, 9, NKJV).
And,
as is written in the Psalms,
Many,
O LORD my God, are Your wonderful works Which You have done; And Your
thoughts toward us Cannot be recounted to You in order; If I would
declare and speak of them, They are more than can be numbered.
(Psalms 40:5, NKJV).
Here's
the thing: human planning and preparation are part of good
stewardship (taking care of that which God has given us for His
purposes), but they are not ends in themselves. Nor is the
fulfillment of our plans and preparations to be seen as a test of
God's love.
He
cares for us too much to allow our faulty and fallible thinking to be
the sole force which governs our lives, and even if our plans are
good and right and just, these may not be what is best for us at the
moment.
Paul
often planned to visit Rome, but always some circumstance prevented
it until in God's perfect timing, and in God's perfect way, he was
transported to Rome, not as a missionary, but as a prisoner, and only
after being shipwrecked on the way, and bitten by a deadly snake.
Yet,
even after all that, Paul understood that it was God who brought him
to Rome, not the soldiers or even the ship. And it was God who
prepared the way, with all the delays and mishaps, and while it may
not have been the way the Apostle would have liked, that discouraged
him not at all.
Why?
Because
He trusted in His Lord with all his heart. So should we.
Love,
Dad